"Recollecting my soul" July 26th 2016 Oh the sun still shines/ And not a day goes by where/ The ever-expanding comes to a halt/ Misery, rape, and violence/ Do not stop the tectonic fault/ Cause hourglasses still withers it's grains/ Not any amount of pain or shame/ My people not knowing of their name/ One can say what a shame/ Yet it goes on/ Roll with the punches baby I know these times is crazy/ Lookin for a 9-5/ Jive/ Grandfather time and time again/ Makes me think where my time is spent/ Cause if time is currency/ Then currently/ I am a man of wealth/ But if one keeps his time/ does that make him a man of self? And does a man who spends his time on selfish action/ Face infraction/ Or those who foolishly and choose to be frugal/ Are granted a life in which is fruitful?/ I do not know where time ends/ like the serpent it bends/ Opening its mouth and swallowing its rear end/ Yet it goes on/ And on/ and on and on/ and on/ Until.

I've been duckin my conscious Ain't made no contact Swear he constantly in combat Jerkin tears submissive to songs that Bring water Every person he meet, he carry caution And his demons tend to loiter In front of 7-11 Walks in cuffed pants with no kick in his step and Buys a pack of backwoods And a bottle of water Burns away the ozone layer of his problems He like papa, and mama Can't face that it's often Misfortune that he wallows in, he used to be soft Yet hes hollow in The middle of his chest Fist clenched Rewinding to past days And past ways Constantly observing, reflecting and uncertain If those were really good times Or was he distracted by constant reactions Of classmates laughing Permeating smiles One look and you could see the vile Oddly enough felt the need to reconcile Grew up with all these kids when his mindset was child Sadly bridges burn, and contacts lost It was only a year ago but constantly cross His mind everyday Everyday goes by and not a second swayed to positive outlooks / but never stout shook/ ended up a crowned crook

All around me/ brothers and sisters are dropping like flies/ it is hard for me to keep up with the times/ turn on the tv screen and here about another brother who got choked/ take a glance at my skin color and realize we're in the same boat/ but this boats more like a raft because we flow down the river/ twists and turns/ thinking of my fate makes me quiver/ not in fear, but in sadness/ for what will be my caption?/ here lies a captain/ no no/ here lies a man of action/ is what I'd like it to say/ and a blue sky above as opposed to gray/ but to be a man of action means I must make noise/ in my neighborhood/ where little girls and boys smile at the thought of growing/ but slowly my smile subsides as I realize where they are going/ and I know no one wants to be that guy/ but when is the last time we really tried?/ getting together in marches/ stamping out our own spark then/ go back home where we feel comfort/ we only feel for a moment/ for our fellow sister and brother/ and now I find myself in a predicament/ looking at the past and asking myself where that nigga went?/ where's Martin?/ where's Malcolm/ what would we be without them?/ I look around and see mice but no Falcons/ and the Falcons I do see have retracted their talons/ for they forget of the talent and verocity they hold/ one can only fight when they know/ knowing is half the battle/ and I urge my people to remember/ our tragedy was not September/ and if you do consider yourself a member/ of the black girls and boys club/ better get buzzin like bugs/ cause them old folks tired and we have able bodies/ so when it's time to fight your oppressors don't be froggy

Lately feels like the ground collapse from up under me Sip from the flower on Rosery crosses mother bee/ Flying during a storm trying to dodge every drop/ Before it falls on my cells and I'm forced to plop/ On the ground I ain't have too much respect for/ Many over here on the ground thinking that they special/ Snowflakes but like everyone else they was caught in the wind/ Just like me, in a time id pretend/ Just to feel closer to the idea of kin/ The pain from me taken and expressed through a pen/ But I put my fist In my pocket & realize it's a sure shot that/ with no money I can't make a damn thing/ And now I'm over here thinking that the boat will sink Relations taken to the seas and in my heart/ Was alone from the start Seperate syllables and that all one etched on the bark/ Of the tree I found in the backwoods/ The flem in my throat clash good/ With the saliva I swallowed out of nervous expression Yea he stutter in sentence/ Pigeon toed bestowed with the blessings Smoke alone just to re account the lessons Red eyes red eyes look up to grey clouds It just ain't the same now I don't hear what they say now Only been a year and I'm jerkin tears For jerks who were full of fear My peers In Highschool classes Wonder why we oppose the nature of magnets And push away to resist This crude word known as existence And I say this with my fist clenched I am not a statistic Ima go and get it Not willing to rollover over and finished Chains and shackles attract he'd to a system That promotes me to be vile Reconcile reconcile the days where my parents would shout Kyle where are you going I'm not sure but I'm running slowly clothes tailing in the wind I'm stout Flowing in repressed thoughts and motions going Contradicting constantly learning the plot thicken Hate who I see in the mirrors Im defensive And restless Has dreams but also has a preference The privilege of my thoughts As if I have a choice The days get longer were surely Moist From all the sweat that drenched me And the things I think of that you can't see Nah nah nah that can't be There must be an answer I said a year ago in my banter The past a memory takes the form of a phantom A million ways to be considered a bad man in this world Enchanted by words That make an exit Over the tongue expressive It's not what goes in It's what comes out that defiles you Reflect the nature of a child mute Pure don't have to shoot Weapons of Babylon highly rude To the mother Up under on the top As above so below now the floor it mocks Laughing at me laughing at me Room with four walls

the same things that makes you laugh, makes you cry oh why does the same thing that make me laugh make me cry a polarity shift, cuts deep like a razor wiping my tears with, olive green paper canned laughter ensued guzzled down with no chaser surely soon you will have the taste of same thing make you laugh, make you cry watching summer float by autumn right behind a bee sting to the spine a reference soon not to be used we sendin bees to the tomb language created off of suffer and wounds yet it slithers off the tongue oh so easy nights where i did nothing but watch tv days i can look back on and laugh about tears fill up like clouds in the sky the question always floats by why am i subjugated to the human experience surely theres been myriads and myriads of those who have came before me implanted their story on this rock oh so shortly black and white tiled flooring a chess game assortment of pieces anyone can get checked best believe but some have weapons and bring rules and laws i do not hold when was the last time i told someone they can't live their way imposing aggression on nature lead astray, imperfect light beings that reflect deer in high beams when faced with pressure the thoughts in my head overbearing, i look outside to see suburbia, i don't want to be here i go out as if I'm seeking constantly with my demons surrounded by demons can't even keep up

Fields swarm of the locust Hell has yet to freeze over I'm never sober these days And without a reason I create till my dreams can No longer project At night when I'm sleeping Angels turn into demons And my friends are no where to be Found And now I pick up the pieces Shattered innocence teasing I am no where to be found Is this even the real me Breaking out of the filming Only to find I'm designed Your moves are so predictable Not a special snowflake at all (X4) Satisfactions an illusion, to be full is rather useless The wise man knows he's foolish Works forgotten but never fruitless It lasts forever Soften the glare like feathers That fall from seagulls by the home That eat garbage This neighborhoods surely grown And made me thoughtless Of the paths I've crossed but I never forgot about the old times We spent together Under telephone poll lines Heart races as I gaze Nights incomparable to the darkest of days Only to arise from the same source surely to be plagued By the illusions of separation Proceed patience And have trust in One who lacks trust in Can't be trusted Proceed patience And have trust in One who lacks trust in Can't be trusted

Centipedes on the ground when I was young I had a fear of clowns I look in the mirror Only to find out I'm scared of myself cards I've Been dealt Hand full of jokers A barrier that kept me from being closer Left me stuck with my soul crushed Stuck between four walls Walking stoned through the old halls People peeped the red As if they were streaks of blood at a crime scene They stayed away, unless they wanted to find trees Seemed to be all I was good for Might as well have been pitch forks In they hands Nothing will speed up the falling grains of sand Yet its what I wished for constantly Now time soars and I'm a bit bothered I get the feeling I'm being followed Nocturnal tendencies I've been recommended to see a doctor Wouldn't be a father To have offspring in this world While greedy men are plotting To tax them the minute they kick out Was kicked out time to time Everyday the same habits On the streets draggin Shoe laces Sleeping anywhere that had proved vacant Usually it was the train station Sometimes it was friends couches Would sleep on wooden floors And wouldnt exclaim "ouch" once Just something I was used to I can't escape it My mind is chasing Manifestations of ideas And the guns right here Should I pull the And the guns right here Should I pull it And the guns right here Should I pull it And the Suns right there It ain't so dull huh It's not what goes in that defiles you It's what comes out The essence of the sentence Not only talking prison but also talking verbal Chooser of the red and blue pill Created purple Emerged from the square Perception circle Only to turn those Ways back like a dial Take time to do nothing And reflect the essence of child Overthinking and overbearing stretch out for miles No reception Prematurely ended endeavors

cloudy days I feel plagued sunny rays, barely break through I'm through, trying to change who kites flying through a hurricane been inside so long, I heard it rained unable to see from out my window to think a pill can fix it all such lies have been told to me before I could crawl "you'll have it all" they said "the world is yours" I feel the floor collapsing

what'd you want to be when you were a kid I had dreams but they were crushed into mist im not sure where they went in this iridescent fog but once they were gone I never done saw all day long we just use to play cops and robbers hide and seek just may take an hour out of my day back when time didn't exist and I wasn't lead astray by desirable things in which confused my heart I used to believe in a lot of things like Noah's ark and now I won't go to the past because I'm scared of the dark but I really didn't think id ever be lost I really didn't think my friends would fall out of contact I really didn't think id steal clothes off a rack I really didn't think all that much

Ouroborus/ in tune with heavens chorus/ in tune with the underworld/ shrieks sound distorted/ from lost souls I reckon/ bit by the snake now the venom/ travels through tubes in an autumn finish/ pile of leaves and kids in/ synonym of seeds and twigs them/ recycled till harvested/ ripe for the pickin/ tree of life isn't familiar with sparing you for golden tickets/ made up in your mind the golden pickets/ seperate is from residents/ lost in exodus many have the wings of Pegasus/ but dismiss it for primary elegance/ societies on its back again/ mighty tortoise/ gracious gardens couldn't be avoided/ ejaculate now your kins in a void with/ every destructive force you abhorring/comes from the same gate/ creation/ minds cape the Rays in/ look how the paper thin/ just like perspective/ change in redirected with /a new pendulum/ no longer peasant/ only present/ for the tools and weapons/ all the bloodshed/ been here since the start/ energy cannot be created nor destroyed/ so the nature of your choice/ was foreseen by the mores and alchemical establishments/ etched on the talisman/ avoid quarreling by not exhalting the talented/ mind unraveling tryna wrap it round this life you call/ no coincidence only cause/ and that's an impossible feet/ life is intangible just like the streets where the rats/ go for fees and they pack/ many like feens they in packs/ attracted by the sound of the flute bearer/ using air and terra/ to instill terror to the townsman/ they all exit they houses/ in a brash rage/ didn't know they came in contact with the last sage/ or atleast he thought/ pitchforks and shovels/ surrounding I look outnumbered/ but one glow from the ruby on my chest/ I felt this thunder/ rupture body pressure/ reluctant to touch one skin cell/ cause this won't end well/ and with the blink of an eye the scroll opened/ unforeseen scriptures glared only for a moment/ violence I don't condone it/ hand-signs and shadow cloned it/ now I got back up/ had to get back up, in times where I felt/ taking more steps would take me off the edge/ visions of killing niggas in my head.. Left the battle scene everyone dead

Separations a facade Sometimes it may feel your mind is in a fog Within the fog is a bog A place a swamp You can't get what you want That's not how it goes You know cause you've grown And the universe has shown To achieve growth Suffering must be mastered If that weren't the case you'd be lying in a casket But you're still here And this sheer force you carry Is dear to some around you Water surrounds you You're on an island I've been Soaring gliding Sometimes I try to use my wind To push and tug But it feels almost ineffective I'm also in a rut I say the same things and have nothing new I fear that if I had to I wouldn't be able to comfort you Or others in my life line This light shine I have it feels I cast darkness Over all of those around me And slowly it begins sounding The same A pattern To be broke I constantly smoke Constantly choke in times of action What happened what happened Although it seems some have it figured I just wanted you to know I think of a gun and trigger Next to my head And the blood that will shed if I pull it You're not alone here We're both speeding bullets

at a desk desktop in front of me feel my feelings plummeting down a drain a stall constantly picture myself in a hall and down this hall are numerous doors sweat drips from my pores and I feel anxiety every door I open I can sense my eyes widening a surge a high that brings reconciling for what I've seen can't be undone I am looking for the sake of fun no rhyme nor reason no misleading guided by what I yearn for red and blue energies on either spectrum confide and make purple sometimes hurtful monsters greet me yet I know they're not completely harmful so I bring the opposition by the armful although some have fangs and have farmed souls aware though of what the dark holds a massive light that sends citizens of hell to dark holes while they cower in fear I smile from a distance for they fear what they're made of a true cognitive dissonance

pale tables levitate swaying at 360 degrees/ the table cloth swings with ease/ No resistance a short difference from my eyes they have pleas/ "sit at the table we have what you need!"/ the room a hue of purple and pink that brings/ A dreamy tranquil feeling that causes one to bleed/ The essence of magic and in a moment a cabinet swung open/ Dancing forks, knives and utensils exclaiming I was chosen/ A chair arises from up under me/ Carrying me to a table almost motherly/ I look and see plates flying like frisbees/ A loaf of bread and knives that begin smothering/ The slice of bread smeared with the cream of the cow/ Oh how I think of my mother now/ The days we shared and laughs without care/ Now mundane and not there/ Food aligns itself on the table glistening an invisible halo/ Candle lit the candle speaks to me/ "You have a smug look, why not eat away your suffering?!"/ And now Ive grown tired I can barely believe the events in which transpired/ I rub my eyes to find I'm in a wall of fire

smacked across the cranium woke up in a lost past a white dust similar to what chalk has floats around the room broken windows and sharp glass many rows of books similar to what sharks stab and skewer teeth razor cut crocodile in a sewer crying false tears that are putrid the mucus membranes by my nose become irritated reminds me of the kid inside in fear of hatred unaware of patience arose from the crevices step out the casket cob webs and skeletons legs seem placid muscle spasms fluctuate as I wander through this chasm floor of fire feels as if I'm walking on plasma a door slammed shut at the end of the hallway suddenly the floor begins falling reflective of what fall brings loud and tyrannical the caw of a starling in the distance floor cracks like a fissure running away fast but I gotta be quicker

today is halloween yet I'm no longer a child this day no longer brings a smile the days they yelled "Kyle, stay close to mommy and daddy" sadly I look back on those days where grabbing a bag and filling it with candy was as delightful as swinging from branches in my backyard its hard to let go of the things they show us all these holidays and family moments and in school before diplomas such a magic truly tragic its no longer there

time and time again the ceiling talks to me only when I'm alone does it constantly tell me I'm not alone a parasitic cognancy the shadow trails behind following wallowing and crying the moonlight is blinding staying inside confiding to the walls combining that with the fact I wander through the halls checkered floors ghosts dance in circles a ghoulish ball sweeter then nectar an iridescent pressure I heard my name being called walked all over, looking over my shoulder it lead me to a bathroom stall

the devil cut me a deal while playing the piano I wasnt moving but alas my shadow was in a groove it moved across the room he asked me "would you like your suffering to ensue? hence you came to me to end your suffering with the snap of a finger I can bring, all your wishes and deepest desires, I live in a land of fire yet I'm quite understanding" my shadow stopped dancing, the piano stopped playing, he got a bit closer so I could hear what he was saying on top of the table conveying the same message indeed only this time he said it was what I need "No need to pay no fees astray, practically free I say, lives are like clay I can take the gray away and bring colors you'd nver imagine, feelings you left abandoned in a childhood past left intangi-ble for you truly weep the blandest soul, this world is rather cold, hence you see the breath of moles, weasels, snakes and roaches, wasn't this winter the coldest? to be continued....

The other side is no other It arises from the same source Man cannot be man when he tries to tame Quartz Or tame himself using stained swords Earth, water, wind and flame roars Different grains of sand carried in the same gourds Walking through a checkered floor hallway full of strange doors Which in turn had a kin to the same path Big Bang, God, and the universe reflected claymores Yet they're about as different as Love and hate Push and pull Vine to the grape It's so

Man and woman who give physical alms upon those in need just a divisible arm/ monk who remembers sutra clasp his palms reads it to the man in need watch the physical part/ from tangible to ungraspable a syllables charge/ can last for a life time dis-a-ble the odds/ all matched against him a new vision of ra/ kingdom come light undone the scripture was ours/ prophetic life flesh and the criptic etched scars/ left molded stones in divinitive arts/ seed full of hatred breeds the pinnacle crop/ duality pass through and see the ceilings mirage/ there's something above heaven and celestial gods/ something below hell color Crimson and dark / a septic flow of putrid a prisoners heart/ black as lungs smeared with residue of tobacco molecular tar/ A necrotic sack full/ not sick yet pops artificial capsules/ to remove his focus from the cackles/ come from mystical creatures in catacombs / thrash over to a resevoir puddle full of black holes/ relinquish the light an army of trapped souls/ leaking out silouhette of Cerberus a guarded threshold/ envision such infectious bacteria running up blood vessels / splitting a part it's drive to live rather commendable/ adaptatious predator mendable and bendable/ engulf local cells like mail in an envelope/ press and roll pass it to a friend a foe/ extra presidential slope Avalanche depressive low/ pressure of stress known to swell head like a cantaloupe/decapitate a buck and have its antlers soaked/ mounted on a wall in a manner so/ stupendous and ridiculously pimpin/ fire flame dances tellin me indeginous scriptures tall it stands above the fireplace viewed by the children/ had a preminition of a mythical griffin/ taxidermist removed all the feeling, and stuffed it with white filling/ try to trump trope over a powder like villain/ but permeable moves right through it, transparent ghost vapor fluid/ off white dukin' with off black/ lady Titans frugal nights spent exhausted on back/ street soldier trench foot boots combat/ square prism jumping up & down homes beat the roof off that/ sittin evaporated bottles carbonated bubbles the roots all flat/ partially outnumbered the crew chews talk smack/ in the crevice of the womb past noon crude cruise shark snack/ - sharpened edge of an axe only the spruce barks back/ serpents guarding dangling fruit shoots on latts/ devil in a suit deduce nuce contracts / from ship to land a mutated baboons loose conquest/

this mental convulsion leaves asseveration/ only for self advantageous/ Neanderthal the path of rage is prehistory lash out the creators creation Post-Cretaceous/ All my plates and silver ware as clean as created/ Food vaporized and beamed to a spaceship/ Molecular splitting reflected off vases in a living room encased in/ Four walls of cemented placement, red bricks lay as souls of natives under reservations/ Partially why most spiritual hauntings occur in basements/ White overpopulated mela-nations/ and took two spits and shits on land that was sacred/ Took two chips of man to think he was nak ed/ Took two dips of hands in sands shaken/ Not a new statement follow at the hooves of Satan/ Humans dna code close to pork so enjoy your bacon Saw the strength of the darker one assumed he could break it/ Through unlawful alchemical genetic modifications/ Bringing em on slaveships enforced to pay rent/ This 9-5 day shift parliament placement/ Augmentative Often aggressive not on auto pilot so they hate it/ Ottomans an empire an umpire calls strikes that made it/ From the pitcher past the batter while caged in/ Holding a make-shift Mage stick Toe to toe with a feline draped in, velvet stripes Frosted Flakes they great kid/ The end ain't a grave shift Blasphemy creating artificial space in/ the form of data zeros and ones racin/ Slow motion bullets grazing gravitational lay ins/ known as air depth defying matrix/ slower frames per second death adopting patience/ Adopting children severed arm seven waiting, on a patrain / settled on a faceless / sword of Excalibur/ stuck in the trachea walked on water to many places/ Every neighborhood telephone pole and hanging shoe laces/ Books wide open wind turning pages/ exclaiming praise to the ages/ Aging cross a stargate wrinkles appear on faces/ Olly olly oxen free had to be this tall to ride so face it/ This life was a choice ion wanna hear no more or less/ On a race against millions with no eyes and somehow stepped/ Foot in a life that reflects the essence of flesh/ Yeah you would've thought Bruh but you played yourself/ Clipped off wings and our halos fell /fractals of all fallen angels embrace the smell Heaven and earth seem off set Laying in a coffin awesome craters forged of a comet and now the karmic debt settles in like onyx Consciousness how do you conjure shit, reflections of the universe just bomb the shit Straight to hell figured we got no where else to ride Human fabric yet we all skeletons inside (x2)

Give me a sign give me a sign God give me a sign On the streets on the streets rats run for cover blind By artificial lights artificial lights the moths shrine Cold nights cold nights a cup full of dimes Duck over jump now turnstile winds Segregated playgrounds kin notice of kind Flem and a Wad of spit could bind Iron barbs and fences together How will I know that I'm How will I know the mind Can't see it can't see it had to just float in time The ocean chimes just a jellyfish coated in slime Sprawled out wriggling my tentacles just to find A certain beam that shines yet it ain't fluorescent Sittin on the curb on the cement floor guessing Questions questions keep askin me questions Testing testing universal school teaching me lessons And less on Get stepped on Moving through a metaphorical desert hotter than a gas lit Teflon Head strong fresh psalms read from flesh palms Two ways to go what's right and what's left wrong Supposed to listen to god yet baphomet lives calm He somehow made 100 angels pissed off And how you make a persuasive argument get a grip John 1 of 1 (1:1) the beginning was the word of God What a facade word was supposed to be broken and now a hundred i's Can say they walked a path shrouded in mystery You can't understand happiness without over standing misery Pity me pity me Worlds smallest violin plays me a symphony This life ain't a gift to me More like a burden Oh I hate it why did I have to be a person Could've been a dog Or some fungi growing in the crevice of a log In the chess game first line of defense a pawn Took many L's a knight that was slept on And you just think That you all sprawled out Ain't got no hope You all sprawled out And you just think That you all sprawled out Ain't got no hope you all sprawled out And you just think That you all sprawled out Ain't got no hope you all sprawled out And you just think That you all sprawled out Ain't got no hope you all sprawled out

Afraid of the demon in a cage battered deep inside/ Knee deep in a pool of sewer water I confide/ My strength and how I can rule my body about two times Over and the demon suddenly opened its eyes Wide and bulging red like the sight of blood sucking flies Heat sensory de sensory phenolic steam rise Strong legs scaled skin and the claw of a feline Dragon mustache whisps from side to side Smoke thru the nostrils couldn't feed my Demon if I tired appetite greater than five Unfillable Voids that render the depths of space and time Useless the belly of the beast can't be whole Empty a prisoned seal transmutated to my soul And if I plan to grow, old weak and stumble The demon within will engulf me and all my troubles He asks me "mortal do you know I could crush you?" Steaming bubbles rising above the gate my clothes ain't flood proof Submerged neck deep now cold the flux through All of my veins almost as if a ghost were to touch you

You blind in both eyes can't make the picture clearer Whatever you throw at me is useless I've got a magic mirror Making reflections that may seem unrecognizable Pan to The steam that exudes from the nozzle Hope Know you wasn't thinkin this A long time ago Don't seem like you the kinda soul To plan for snow rain or winter Unfortunately bumped into the Abominable atom splitter Any shot u deal will come back 2 hit ya Beware of Boomerang force to deliver not only to yaself but crew members Energy transmuted threw palm slaps remember The day's woke up ungrateful Spent watching cable bummy Decembers Drill tender screw drive in skin using terror to

I'm in a limit to my senses Past movements seemed in the moment to be regret less But now I regret this Sitting in the pale blue room my face mends this Idea of how I am supposed to feel But slowly I droop down to my soles to A pretentious point of view The world is a pot of water and it boils you Crawfish no nutrient soil dude Trees dying not even treated as royal dukes And here I am courting the fair king as a loyal fool Who juggles fruits and a canister of oil too I ain't a solvent in water colored Royal blue Snakes coil up my spine could do Wonders One does not One does not simply One does not empty One is my enemy One does not One does not simply One does not empty One is my enemy

The worlds an oyster so use it Make pearls lathered coated jewels inside of her purse creates mutants Defying the earth Rather die in it first Than reach salvation second Holding a chrome coated weapon .45 colt milo meter peace a dead end for those who saw a life without it Iris is shrowded by endocrine fassets moving thru blood stream keeping mind clouded Thought of perception present tense but high risk equals high reward And now the targets shoutin Karmas an accountant Takin some shit that's not yours On your accord Only draws to opposing in force And events that may seem unfavorable The tint of the halo glow dimmers an unchangable battle rages in the interior Mighty light verses vast shadows soldiers imperial Pawns move chess board inferior If in fear before moving to war They turn they rears the Opposite way Sites ain't grey only how they seem

The worlds an oyster so use it Make pearls lathered coated jewels inside of her purse creates mutants Defying the earth Rather die in it first Than reach salvation second Holding a chrome coated weapon .45 colt milo meter peace a dead end for those who saw a life without it Iris is shrowded by endocrine fassets moving thru blood stream keeping mind clouded Thought of perception present tense but high risk equals high reward And now the targets shoutin Karmas an accountant Takin some shit that's not yours On your accord Only draws to opposing in force And events that may seem unfavorable The tint of the halo glow dimmers an unchangable battle rages in the interior Mighty light verses vast shadows soldiers imperial Pawns move chess board inferior If in fear before moving to war They turn they rears the Opposite way Sites ain't grey only how they seem

My negro existence Whether it be a man is born in the ghetto camps invented by Germans Or he lives in the suburban Rural it's all the same It's one big game of arms pulling wool over the eyes a damn shame For the negro man partake in the game not knowing of his name Not knowing of where his roots are at But here comes Uncle Sam in a red blue and white hat Don't worry brother we've got more things to worry about Like putting food in your families mouth Or paying taxes and staying out of trouble Building from building debree of rubble For it comes and goes and falls it will All empires shrill that soon the revolution will be knocking at the door And when it does it don't matter if you're poor Rich , tired or young Because things done will also be undone Cycles and patterns seen countless times in the wake of the world Ottoman Empire, Roman Empire, Egypt pristine like pearls But as prestine as it is nothing tangible can be eternal It is created and then expunged into the inferno Constantly knocking itself down Surely man would know by now the sounds But under this great empire or whatever you wanna call it There is the so called black man, his ID in his wallet But his ID is scattered across the lands European conquistadors spread their seed on woman and they flower like plants With a mix of confusion and self hatred instituted We don't have time to question these institutions And from that a pattern arises motions of tides in for it comes in waves The ones without names start hearing of one Somebody stands up and says teach our sons At first not many are on board but once more attention is drawn it begins Brothers out on the streets again Claiming praise to the word For this is the craziest thing ever heard We used to be on top, we created science and mathematics But surely an apparatus was created to keep us intoxicated We used to be on top father forgive us For we also forget we can create a new system

Widow man he's a widow man Walk with eight legs see his silouhette Creepy crawler filled to the brim with the Cast of a shadow on the wall milked cinder Sinned in her, twisted Cinderella Attached several, spins of hell from thorax abdomen propelled umbrella More like a net to catch any six legged fella Scared was even the story teller when seen armies cordially draw they weapons tanks and septum no cautionary fashion present Heat seeker eyes sees red and color lemon Hue of green on less hot surface bounced off of retina lenses

James & The giant beanstalk peach Thorn on the stem of the rose he grabbed reluctantly And get more pain and hatred than the second coming of chucky Childs play it could get ugly but his youth was his luck see So cold frustrated forced to duck heat And heaps of pain So numb to it all seems like he has a cyborg programmed brain It's all a game till somebody gets hurt With blood stains on sweatshirt summer days ladies out make ya neck hurt Petty effort he had the swag of his walk And a stranger gave him beans with orders to grow a magic beanstalk Later that evening known to make speakers knock scenes of Spock getting ultra beam abducted Dosent keep in contact with relatives they all more like distant cousins Fits of sludge slow malarkey molasses Forgets to put mits on when he reach in the oven Heard rustling rumbling or something went to the bag where he put the lil munchkins Emptied em out on the cupboard tried to make less moves were subtle They hopped around seaped into the floor and made a puddle More like a portal to another dimension Beanstalk began growing topping pinnacle Ascension Every second that passed immense girth growth broke the ceiling and debree lessend Much of the space that was his room Soaring high above like the cleft chin on a full moon And mysterious questions the darkness had his answers in the dim lit womb Dim lit room wallpaper fits his fist right thru At times suffering gets him loose Off his screw